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This has never happened before. I don't know how I'm supposed to feel.

I can make out a tiny twinge in my chest, but it seems like I should be feeling more. 

I desperately want to, but I don't know how.

I used to hate life. I was kinda depressed. And not stupid silly exaggerated depressed. Actually depressed. But one day I made a decision to be happy, and not let myself be sad. 

I think that decision caused me to stop feeling certain things, or at least not be able to feel them as easily. Some days I regret that. But there's nothing I can do, except maybe slip back into being the bitter angry person that I was.

But I know I won't allow that to happen.

And now my friend, one of my best friends, one of the extremely few people I trust, is moving, far, far away. And the chances of me seeing her again are slim.

I want to cry, it feels like a crying moment, but I just can't. I don't know how.

And that makes me sad.
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Gold from the RWBY soundtrack
  • Reading: This Dark Endeavor
  • Watching: My life blow past me, useless and meaningless.
  • Playing: Nothing.
  • Eating: Bitterness.
  • Drinking: Coffee.

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Peter McHaddad
Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
United States
My name is Peter, and I live in California.

I'm 16, and I'm cheerfully depressing. You'll figure it out.

I'm empathetic (to a fault at times), and I, if I do say so myself, am a very witty person. And I have a gift with words. Occasionally.

I love reading, and I have been doing just that at an above college level since before 4th grade, which is way more common than you'd think, believe me.

I collect knives, all kinds. Anything with a blade, really. I dabble in welding. Welding is cool because you can wear a scarf. Scarves are awesome.

At the moment there is no one I like, nor is there anyone I'm particularly attracted to. I am not currently in a relationship, and I've only almost been in a relationship twice.

That's all you need to know, I think.

Cheers, mates.
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Arahiriel 6 days ago  Professional General Artist
Thank you so much for the watch and the favs!!!
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kquantum3 6 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Sure thing!
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DoodleDarling Apr 15, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch! Means a lot!
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kquantum3 Apr 15, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Sure thing!
Keep up the good artwork!
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lotsofmudkips Apr 11, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
Thanks for the watch! :D
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kquantum3 Apr 11, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
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thank you for the fave
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kquantum3 Apr 11, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
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